What shall I do to be saved? How do I deny myself, and take up my cross, and follow Christ?

Come to Jesus and confess that you have sinned, and he will have mercy and pardon you. You need to admit that you have tried everything on your own and have failed, you must endure your own struggles, and then choose to follow Christ wherever he leads you. Say this prayer with me, “Lord Jesus, I long to be perfectly whole, I want thee forever to live in my soul, break down every idol cast out every foe, Lord wash me and I shall be whiter than snow.”